circulate about a body between a body sometimes stick to a body (2014)
The Desperation Tournament
i nerved myself as best i could, went in
for you i did not piss how beautiful
today the light has been gilded and thin
atmosphere stirred by sun as usual
The Desperation Tournament unfolds
is it the fact of burst or feel of bloat
collapsing in a field of marigold
this is preoccupation antidote
i want to make you pleased by holding on
my failure is inherent to the high
i want to be a most prized possession
glistening puddle full of shame and pride
it's not about the win but taking part
the wetness of my pants and beating heart
